I got to witness my grandmother’s (Nanna’s) passing on the same day that she passed, from the comfort of my home in Eugene, while she was in Washington. When I did my shot of IM ketamine, I wasn’t really thinking about anything in particular. I was just happy to be done with work and have a clean house – a great time to transcend. I laid safely in my bed before the sacred medicine took its effect.
“Relax… relax” I heard a voice, an intuition say. I breathed deeply and relaxed every fiber of my being.
Leaving the body behind
Eyes closed, I sank into a darker space, like the night sky, with filaments of colored light that painted a very clear picture. I was with Nanna.
“We are all pure energy,” she said.
She and I floated through the night sky peacefully, as I watched her body being left behind, getting smaller and smaller, and fading off into the distance, as we gently turned a corner, going into a macrocosm (or possibly a microcosm – it was difficult to determine. It was definitely quantum).
“You get a front row seat,” she said to me.
I was thrilled to have the honor and opportunity to witness her death with her. I realized that she was dying today – June 7th, 2024. It hadn’t been on my mind all day and this journey was absolutely unplanned by myself. The next morning, my mom would call and tell me that she’d peacefully passed the night before.
She fully parted from her body, becoming a powerful body of white light. She was now a glorious undulating oval of light, with rays coming out from all angles, shimmering and moving like ripples on the surface of a body of water. Her energy was a brilliant, alive, dense pool of brighter than bright, bluish-white light.
We smoothly, gently traveled through what looked like a few galaxies, with the familiar spiral, then into the center of one, the core of which was brighter than the outskirts. This was much more beautiful and miraculous to witness than the “light at the end of the tunnel” I’d always imagined.
We went through the “tunnel,” which was more like a constellation – very beautiful and harmonious – and I got to go into the light with her. She’d given me a visitor’s pass – what a blessing! We went through and were supported by a much higher, benevolent, advanced, loving intelligence, which was woven throughout everything – including ourselves.
“Am I dead?” She genuinely asked me, unsure as to whether it was a dream or reality.
“Yes, Nanna. You’re dead” I said out loud, aware that I was simultaneously laying in my bed.
She was brought into a special space, with, for lack of a better word, “technology,” that was made of what looked like stars, with various colors. While there was a gentle order to the particles (stars?), nothing was solid from our perspectives.
She sat in a special spot, with images being shown to her of various sexes and body types to her upper right, in a small pictogram that was also made up of stars, mostly with a pinkish and purplish hue.
The different options cycled in front of her, slowly. Some of the bodies had babies next to them, while others did not. She could have selected one at any time.
She sat there for a little while, as a radiant cloud of vibrant white light. Then she made up her mind. I could tell because she burst light from all sides, over and over, in a rhythm. She was deciding to stay in her present form.
She didn’t want to be reincarnated. At least not then.
We traveled onward, like living cells flowing through a giant bloodstream made of light and quantum (or starlight?) molecules. It was a very natural feeling and perfectly comforting. It was very beautiful and profound.
She met up with Grandad. He had been waiting for her. It was a beautiful reunion of two advanced light bodies. She’d really been missing him during the last years of her life. It was really special to witness.
She got really excited, shooting around, to and fro, at the speed of light. She was so exhilarated, like a wise lightspeed toddler who just got superpowers and immortality! It was obviously liberating for her to no longer have the constraints of her body to deal with.
She filled my soul with bricks of denser than dense, almost solid light; brighter than white. Then she went around to all of her loved ones and did the same.
She came back, saying, “Was that really just five seconds?” She’d blessed all of her loved ones, as she had just blessed me.
‘Yes, Nanna, that was just five seconds!”
She was elated.
Part of her was merged with me (temporarily and just to improve communication and blessings, I am told).
Her soul beamed – shining out a Star of David in white rainbow refraction – as I came back to the physical world, wishing her well and saying “goodbye for now.”
I’ve been in touch with, and supported by, her and Grandad ever since. I was literally guided by them to have the determination to record this experience and share it with others.
There’s a side note, which she wanted me to share with you – she can go back to the “reincarnation chair thingy” anytime, should she decide to return for another physical life. She says that, at this point, however, she knows better (with a chuckle).