RAPTURE – The next week

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RAPTURE – the next week

“The reality is, it’s really good right now.”  I heard Nanna “say” that to me as my weekly shot of IM ketamine took effect.  She’d passed away a week prior to this experience and I’d always considered her as a Spiritual Teacher.  I carefully wrote it down, then laid in my bed, saying it to myself over and over a few times.

The most potent lovelight I had ever felt began streaming through my body, cleansing all blockages and healing every cell of my body, mind and soul.  It coursed through me at maximum potency for 30-60 minutes.  Tears of gratitude streamed from the outside corners of my eyes, as I breathed intensely for the whole duration, smiling and saying:

“Thank you, thank you thank you”  over and over for the whole time.  My legs and arms squirmed in ecstasy the whole time.  I was reborn, blessed by Nanna from her afterlife.

This is what I wrote when I could write again:

“Rapture!

Smiling, crying, breathing deeply, moving, swirling, loving deeply, breathing deeply, receiving SO MUCH LOVE and LIGHT!

I am fullfilled!  

I can’t even spell because I am so moved!

So Blessed!  By Nanna!  By EVERYONE!

Thank you, thank you, thank you, a million times…

Please make this permanent.”

 

“It is.”  – Nanna

 

Ever since her passing, I’ve been closer than ever before with both Nanna and Grandad – who passed away when I was just in middle school.  I inherited Grandad’s puzzle ring when Nanna passed and I wear it all the time now.

During another ketamine session (I do weekly ketamine therapy at a clinic now), I felt Grandad come down from the ether and whisper directly into my right ear, “Will you write for me?”

It was very inspirational!

He inspired me to become more focused on writing, both in fiction and autobiography, which I’ve been doing ever since, when inspired and available.  Having the support of one’s ancestors is a powerful experience, linking us to Divine Intelligence, a greater purpose, and confidence that there is an excellent afterlife to look forward to.  I’m so grateful for these unique and therapeutic spiritual experiences.

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