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‘Life ain’t chronological. Some older people appear to be younger and some younger people appear to be older: that’s the gist of it.’ – Sixto Diaz Rodriguez

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  • This is my first journal entry. I’m doing this because my girlfriend and I recently decided to go our separate ways. I asked her what she thinks I need for myself. She said that I need to live on my…

  • I went on a family outing today.  No anxiety.  My mental energy was much better.  I didn’t get burned out (as I have many times in the past).  I feel like a new man.  It’s been some time since my…

  • The IBS is clearing up.  It’s been some time since my last ceremony with the sacred medicine.  Going into those ceremonies, I didn’t even pray about the IBS.  It felt to me like the sacred medicine was going through my…

  • Lots of things in life are designed to desensitize the importance of our freedom to live off the land and care for one another as humanity without money even something like starting a family or traveling is almost impossible without…

  • I’ve pondered on Dzogchen meditation (the “Final Work”) for several years, but only recently felt I had the tools to pursue it as a practice. Before COVID, I regularly practiced mindfulness meditation, took a Transcendental Meditation course, and incorporated its…

  • Art guided entirely by intuition.

  • In my ongoing journey with the sacred medicine, I want to report that God has healed my IBS symptoms.  I won’t go into all of the details of the symptoms because it’s indelicate.  It’s enough to say that I was…

  • My journey is to connect to the themes present in my innermost being. These are what guide me to fulfillment which is to a greater connection to those I love. My unfiltered mind is the best judge as to what…

  • Recently took a journey with Meadow medical and I was transformed into a better person. I believe that The medicine showed me a path to better spiritual understanding and a better personal life. Also, already I have been sober from…

  • In my elder years, I find that the stress from jobs and just living all these years has not released, even though there’s no particular dressers left other than in my head.  Stressor is gone, but default mode network continues…