I met an angel

Lying in my bed digesting psilocybin.  I’m angry with God.  I don’t believe in God.  I’m angry at something I don’t believe in.  As the medicine sets in, I am visited by an angel who looks on my anger and doubt with love and compassion.  We wept together while we explored my experiences.  I told the angel that I don’t understand why God allows such ugliness in the world.  The angel told me that it isn’t my time to understand.

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