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  • Lying in my bed digesting psilocybin.  I’m angry with God.  I don’t believe in God.  I’m angry at something I don’t believe in.  As the medicine sets in, I am visited by an angel who looks on my anger and…


  • My name is Mac La Caze, and I’m here today not just as someone who practices a a psychedelic-based religion, but as someone who has also successfully sued for my religious rights in the state of Oregon.    I am…



  • ‘Life ain’t chronological. Some older people appear to be younger and some younger people appear to be older: that’s the gist of it.’ – Sixto Diaz Rodriguez


  • Thank you for providing this space, CotM. I am more and more inclined to think, act, and feel that every moment is the fullest journey I get to experience, even sitting here writing this. It’s all sacred. And the mushroom, both…


  • Hello Hyphae Members! This is my first post, so I’m going to try my best to put my experiences into words for others to understand. Experiences are sometimes difficult for me to articulate because sometimes these experiences boil down to…


  • I just realized what Don Juan from the Carlos Castaneda books meant by “burning from the fire within” to become a “man of knowledge.”  It was always so cryptic to me, since I was so young when I read it.…


  • During IM Ketamine therapy at a local clinic, I’ve had many experiences with God, Angels and Benevolent Extraterrestrials.   When I’m blessed to have one of these experiences, I definitely link with a higher intelligence, or group of intelligentsia, as my…


  • RAPTURE – the next week “The reality is, it’s really good right now.”  I heard Nanna “say” that to me as my weekly shot of IM ketamine took effect.  She’d passed away a week prior to this experience and I’d…


  • When I was a young teenager, I became infatuated with the concept of astral projection.  I even read a book about it and tried the techniques many times, with little success.  I would meditate, laying down, and found that I…