first time with K

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I have tried K the first time many years ago. i felt an abundant amount of love and joy. the experience was quite beautiful . i was able to share it with one of my best friends at the time. i somehow stumbled across this church and was lucky enough to see that it was a sacrament for donation- i decided to order my first spray from the church and tried it last week. i woke up the next day and felt a beautiful afterglow . i actually stopped to smell the flowers. I have not been able to get out of this depression until meeting this community . this experience has been great and I finally was able to get out of this funk i have been in. I am so thankful for CotM

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