Sacred Fungi

I microdosed a teaspooon of honey in tea during a post-birthday ritual ceremony. First time I’ve used the sacrament from the Church, and first time I’ve used any psilocybin for a few years. 
Though it was certainly not enough to trip, or even make any noticeable effect. While dropping into meditation, it is hard to distinguish why I fell so deeply for so long: was it being well-practiced and having set aside this day my mind was primed, or did the small amt of psilocybin help? Or both!?! 
Either way, as placebo it had a great impact on my ritual simply as an element. 

Fungi and humanity, in fact all animals, have a thick relationship. I worship this relationship, and wonder just how deep we are tied. 
How deep is our future, in tying together humans and machine into cyborgs

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